Meaning.

Okay so, let's start with the basics...
My name is Jessie.
I live in Minnesota, it is practically arctic here currently. Minnesota is a love hate with me, somedays I love it here, other days I just want to leave.
I am currently 17, but turn 18 in 26 days! In a way I am excited, I mean it is like the official start of my life, but I am also scared because I have to clue what I want to do with my life.
I currently attend a community college even though I am technically a high school senior.  Going to a community college was the best decision I have ever made.  I hated high school because I can't stand drama. 
Like I have already said, I have no clue what I want to do with my life.  I do have a few ideas though. I love working with people, especially those who really need my help, leading me to want to go into Social Work.  I also love using my brain and excel at math and science, leading me to want to go into Chemistry. But just this past year I have really started to love writing.  My Freshman Composition teacher was very impressed with my writing and suggested I register for a Creative Writing course at the college, so I did.  We will see where that takes me!
I am spiritual. I am still trying to figure out exactly what God means in my life, but I have a pretty good idea.
My family is very important to me.  I have one younger sister.  Sometimes we get along, sometimes we don't.  Since I do not go to my high school, I do not have many friends from school, although I do have a few from my college. 
I love my job.  I work in retail.  Since I got this job my closet has drastically expanded.  I have gotten to the point where I have to get rid of something for every new thing I get.  My style has also changed immensely.  I used to be the type of girl who would walk around in sweatpants and Ugg boots, but that isn't me anymore.  I am always dressed up. I will show some of the outfits I wear on here, just so you get an idea.

This blog is mainly going to be about me trying to decipher who I really am.